SPANKY'S HOME

GREEDY SPANKY

spanky is so naughty he likes to run around the house
like running the 2.4km run.
i love disturbing him though.
he is super cute.
now he's not cute,
he just shit inside my room?
it's the first time oh my god!
i so feel like spanking him.argh!

seeing others in a "blissful" relationship sounds so nice.
it's natural to feel abit upset seeing sweet couples around thought.
i kinda missed the time i was like all other sweet couples.
starting of a relationship seems like a honeymoon.
everything a guys says is so sweet,
melts your heart whenever he sweet talk.
you feel loved,feel excited to meet up with him.
meeting up everyday and feels like when you dont meet him one day,
you'll miss him like crazy.
like omg,so so in love?
and after the honeymoon period ends,

things start to change he no longer send you goodnight messages
no longer sweet talk with you.
or perhaps just entertaining you.
you can say i think too much but come on,
who doesn't feel this way?
all human beings need to feel a sense of belonging,
it has to be the security of someone being there to
care and love you.
you start suspecting if he still loves you.
always waiting for his messages
or hoping he'll pop out to just give you a surprise.
but it's never gonna happen.

sometimes even hoping you both can sit down and have a good talk.
and whenever you cry,he'll hug you telling you he've realised that
he neglected you rather than when you cry
he just say you're crazy,cry for nothing.
i guess perhaps i met the wrong people.
if you ask me am i still thinking of him?
i should say yes,but whenever the thoughts of him reappears in my mind.
at least i got in control trying hard not to think.
keep myself occupied rather than making myself feel deadly.
how nice would it be to be in a relationship having someone there
to love and care for you.
but the feelings just turns me off when i think deep into it.
those process that you have to go through.eww,yuck!
tv drama are so unreal.
a good love,a sweet love,blissful one?
come on,i'm dreaming.please just wake me up!
it's just simply a no-no for relationships.
LOVE?what's love other than friendships,kinship.